Anticipation part deux

Yesterday, I rode in my "old" saddle for the first time since my Fhoenix lesson.

IT SUCKED.

I can't stand that saddle anymore. You'd think that I rode in the other saddle once, and it was long enough ago that I wouldn't remember it, but the endurance saddle felt horrible. I was disconnected from Peanut totally. The ride itself was pretty sad too. It basically consisted of the following:

• You're not grazing
• Will you walk, dammit
• Poo time
• What the hell are you staring at? Pay attention to where you're walking
• Pee time
• Poo time
• How about we go forward, not sideways
• No, you're not grazing
• God dammit you almost ran into a tree, look where you're going!
• You're not fucking grazing
• Fine, get pissy, I don't care
• You're still not grazing
• Pee time again
• You almost fell on your damn face, will you stop looking everywhere but ahead?!
• Poo time
• YOU'RE NOT GRAZING!
• Fucking horse
• Poo time
• I said we're walking, dammit!
• You can graze at the field in front of the final patch of woods, but not here
• Wah, the little Peanut is pissy again
• Look where you're going!
• Christ will this ride ever end
• Oh look, the last field, here, I will give you your graze command
• Hell, I'm getting off here.

I want my saddle. Hmph.